Hole in the Earth

Oye... podrias explicarme como es que eres tan malvada, como?
Es demasiado tarde para mi, ahora...
Hay un hoyo en la tierra. Estoy afuera.
Hay un hoyo en la tierra... Estoy afuera.

Oye... podrias explicarme ahora, si todavia puedes... bueno...
Es tiempo, creo para que sepas la verdad...
Hay un hoyo en la tierra... Estoy afuera.

Odio a todos mis amigos.
Les falta gusto a veces...
Hay un hoyo en la tierra... Estoy afuera.
Hay un hoyo en la tierra... Estoy afuera.

Vamos a ceder.
Este es el final.
En alguna parte, este es el final.
En alguna parte...

Hay un hoyo en la tierra...
Hay un hoyo en la tierra...
Odio a todos mis amigos.
Estoy afuera...

"Escuchalo"

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Yet... This feeling can be true? What is it? You tell me, please... I want to remember it, as soon as my soul denies my own mind. I try to reach out to you, but it cannot be helped... You dont want to. *sigh* I wish... not to hurt me, nor anyone else ever again...

So many fucking days I have seen this fate...

And it is... So incredibly strange, quite stupid yes, but strange after all.

Did I really have come to grown-up... at all? I mean, I have come to understand so many things about everything, and I know I still have to learn some more...

I dont want this to be another number in addition to get to the one Im supposed to find at the end of the road.

My steps are strange, and so I know how this all ends... I know it will end, but I want to do things the right way...

Geez.

I... I want to say so many things, want to do so much more. And it is just great that when the time comes for me to put it down here, I just run out of words to describe all that stuff.

I know I fought hard and (as well) did so many stupid things, to get back your friendship... Hell, maybe I dont deserve to remember anything, not to at least be called your friend.

Still... I believe there is some kind of Destiny that brought us together in the first place, and so it has come to put us back in the same road we once walked together. Or so... Thats what I want to believe.

I want to believe I can do things better... No... I know I am better now. I dont have to be down for anyone...

you have been always in my heart, but it i strange, you know? I want to know more about you as long as I can be myself and you can be free... Dont want any more mistakes.

Only want to hear the words you know... and that will end it all.

For the better... No matter what.